faithful paradox 🌌

Would this post get me in trouble?

Hopefully not.

Enjoy, tumblr peeps.

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Quarantine does weird things to us lovebirds trapped at home.

This goes especially for us first timers in a relationship who suddenly have to face being a relationship for the first time and a long distance one at the same time. Like the heck? Really, COVID-19?

It didn’t help that my relationship was (re)established on a not-so-sustainable-in-the-long-run kind of foundation. I mean, talking about passion and lust is still pretty taboo so I’d have to rely on whatever moral compass I truly have left in me.

It didn’t take long until we reached the discussion of peeling off layers and playing and showing them bits to each other. I couldn’t resist. He’s all I’ve been dreaming of in that department. No other guy could replace him there. He’s my only leading man and now, he’s truly mine.

Oh, the delicious words exchanged in the night: where and how he’s gonna do me when the time comes. I go moaning in words and in my mind how amazing that would be for the both of us.

Then in the morning, he told me that he wanted sonething visual this time since we haven’t seen each other for weeks and months. So I go off and snap some pics when he asked to me to, then I did something I never imagined: send him my whole upper body just because I felt sexy. He loved it but he didn’t want me to push myself too hard in that direction. I know, I told him. I also said that my butt isn’t that big and plump so that he wouldn’t expect anything. He said that it’s fine because he loves me anyway.

Then he wanted to see the pink one. And ooh lala he said that he stroked to that and came a lot. But when I asked about his pink one, he said that it’s not a lot. About the size, it’s as long as his finger. It’s not surprising but I still felt sad because I did want to have a lot of activity. But no matter since it’s his pink one and he loves me. I wouldn’t want any other in me. I also respect his decision of being shy about it.

Then on the night before our second monthsary, he suggested that I touch myself. And because I was a good girl, I obliged. I started myself slow with other areas since I still couldn’t get a full one out of myself. Then I asked for his, a habit of mine when we were in the mood & not expecting anything to pop up. But he sent it: the thick glorious package. I put my fingers in as I saw his. I wasn’t able to feel anything but it different knowing that I’ll have that piece of meat soon within me with his energy and passion.

That one picture turned to a couple then a video then a handful more. My collection of him that I can’t wait to see, feel, taste and smell at the same time. Because we believe in reciprocity, we give and take these media. That’s our way to connect our urges through a screen. Then he did something more: shoot himself in a risque fashion.

My first reaction was to laugh. And I really did. He looked so awkward and student-ish that I needed to cover his face with my hand to focus on his pink thing. 😂 And I honestly felt so good for laughing because it meant that I’m comfortable with him and I love him for that.

A couple of views later, I could stand seeing his whole naked body on my screen. I wanted to notice subtle changes in his body. But he’s so quiet when he does that. Some of the few things that I were was his cheeks getting a bit sucked in as he breatges through his nose, his not so prominent sack of balls, his package, and that moment when he hits that little high and closes his eyes and raises his head at the same time. Plus, when he stands up and a little thrust came out of him when he wanted to pump it out. Those last two are so good to watch. It makes me more excited to see him truly in action and in control. I’d do anything to be Daddy’s good girl. Gahd.

So that’s it about this not-so-naive girl’s little secrets. Till next time 😉

I don’t know about writers being in Tumblr that much tbh so i thinkkkk this night be a safe place to dump…?

Hopefully lol

I know that I have just recently joined your fandom, and you are old enough to be my father (what an awesome father you’d be), I just want you to greet you HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Thank you fellow tumblrians for the reminder :)